Date: 3 Sep 2024 16:56 (UTC)
spectacleofphantasmagoria: (Let the mask fall)
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[The little kiss makes Lyney let out a shuddering breath, and he curls in closer to Heizou. Wrapping his arms around Heizou, he runs his hands along the other man's body; just wanting to make sure he's real. Slowly, he nods.]

Y-Yeah. Just... bad dream. It's alright...

[It's an automatic sort of response, said both to placate Heizou and to reassure himself.]

Date: 4 Sep 2024 03:39 (UTC)
spectacleofphantasmagoria: (It's only magic tricks...)
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Yeah...

[In and out, in and out... slowly but surely, Lyney's breathing goes back to a calmer state. His grip slowly loosens to less of a vicegrip and more of a gentle hold, and he takes a moment to bask in Heizou's warmth and scent. It's several long minutes before Lyney speaks again, muffled against Heizou's skin.]

Thank you...

Date: 5 Sep 2024 03:33 (UTC)
spectacleofphantasmagoria: (Well this is awkward...)
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[Lyney doesn't reply initially, hesitating from replying. It's clear he's not asleep, but he also hasn't moved from that cocoon of warmth and safety. It's again another several minutes before he replies.]

It's... I don't know if it's something you'd want to hear.

[It's an answer that, if Heizou remembers, is reminiscent of Heizou's reply about his family.]

Date: 6 Sep 2024 05:05 (UTC)
spectacleofphantasmagoria: (It's only magic tricks...)
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[Lyney briefly looks up at Heizou, meeting his gaze for a moment as he recognizes the words that he himself once said. It makes him sigh ruefully, before looking down and away. He remains quiet for a moment, before he closes his eyes and presses his forehead against Heizou's chest. Like this, where he won't have to see Heizou's reaction, he speaks.]

It was... just a nightmare of that night. The night... that Lynette and I met Father.

Date: 6 Sep 2024 15:28 (UTC)
spectacleofphantasmagoria: (Let the mask fall)
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[Lyney curls up into Heizou’s hold, and a part of him (perhaps his own feline traits, even if Lynette is the one with the overt gene) feels comfort in being held in this small, warm, safe space. He knows that Heizou isn’t looking to pry, and it’s honestly that knowledge that has Lyney slowly nodding.]

…we all get nightmares at some point or another.

[It’s something of a vague answer, but it also says a lot about the children of the House as a whole. Because they were just that at the end of the day: children, or those whose childhood was stolen from them. He takes another shaky breath before continuing in a smaller voice.]

…she was only eight. I was… I thought she’d…

Date: 6 Sep 2024 18:18 (UTC)
spectacleofphantasmagoria: (It's only magic tricks...)
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[Lyney appreciates that Heizou doesn’t push for answers. Rather, he provides Lyney with an anchor to hold onto, to keep himself grounded. The comfort eases Lyney’s nerves and allows him to calm himself, and enables him to keep talking.]

My sister and I… we were both very young when our parents died. Lynette and I were left wandering the streets, and I took to observing street performers and learning magic to survive. Eventually, an aristocrat saw us, and offered to take us in. But even if he called us “foster children”, it was clear he was only interested in our magic.

[He pauses, and though his face is pressed against Heizou’s chest, he can probably feel the way he frowns.]

He would constantly have us perform at various functions, and it was fine if it meant a roof over our heads and food on our plates. But after one banquet… Lynette didn’t return home with us. I waited and waited, until only our benefactor returned. When I demanded where Lynette was, he said…

[He has to pause, taking a breath to stabilize himself before continuing in a bitter tone.]

He said “she caught the eye of the most eminent person at the banquet, so I sent her over as a gift. I mean, you’ll be able to perform your magic regardless of who your assistant is, yes?”

Date: 7 Sep 2024 02:42 (UTC)
spectacleofphantasmagoria: (Father's chosen)
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[It's not a story that's easy to tell, let alone live through. That night is probably the worst night of his life, and he's gone through quite a few horrible, awful nights. It's the one nightmare that persists even to this day, moreso than any of his other recurring nightmares he has. That night clearly left a gaping wound, a scar that's never fully healed and probably never will heal completely, not for a very, very long time. Things are better now, but... it still weighs heavily on his mind.]

[He curls in smaller against Heizou, taking in another slow, shaky breath before he continues.]


I managed to find out the location of the mansion of that so-called eminent person, and tore through the night to get there. I don't even remember how I got there, I just remember... that I needed to get there as fast as possible. That I couldn't allow anything to happen to Lynette. But by the time I climbed the wall, got past the guards, and made my way in... All I saw was the moonlit ground covered in blood, and The Knave standing there in the darkness.

[It's a sight he'll probably never forget, and now looking back on it, he can recognize the cold, unbridled fury that The Knave herself carried for the scene.]

She had rescued my sister before any harm had come to her, and even discovered several more girls hidden in the basement. All orphans, like Lynette. I also learned that she had also been quick to destroy the noble who had taken us in at first, giving us our freedom. After we were freed, Father turned to me and said "The House of the Hearth welcomes you, for your interests align with ours. Here, no one will ever betray you. Indeed, betrayal shall never be permitted here."

[Those words are words he will also remember for a long time. They changed the trajectory of his life, after all.]

Date: 7 Sep 2024 04:00 (UTC)
spectacleofphantasmagoria: (It's my fault...)
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[Lyney leans into those fingers in his hair, a small hum escaping him. It's not quite a human hum, but not quite a purr; something strangely in the middle, both and neither. He clings to Heizou a bit more, his gaze wandering a bit.]

I was hesitant to trust her at first, given I'd just been betrayed by adults, but... She rescued us and cared for us, when no one else could. When everyone else sought to use us to their own needs...

[He shifts a bit to lean closer against Heizou, to hear his heartbeat better.]

Living at the House of the Hearth, and being a member... it hasn't always been easy. But it's the only home we've ever known.

Date: 8 Sep 2024 02:22 (UTC)
spectacleofphantasmagoria: (Oh?)
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[That actually causes Lyney to shift, looking up at Heizou with a surprised look.]

You did..?

[It's actually quite surprising to him to hear, especially with how wary and afraid everyone was of the Knave. So to hear that Heizou had gone out of his way to speak to her... it's impressive. He briefly wonders when, exactly that was... was it one of the days Arlecchino had stepped out? Or one of the days he was sent on an errand? Well, he supposes it doesn't fully matter in the end.]

Honestly, I believe if she had the choice, she would. But the other Harbingers... she's not one to make overt moves against them. In fact, she tends to keep them away from the House of the Hearth when she can. The only ones I remember having any form of interactions with us would be the Eleventh, and the former Eighth.

[He lets out a small, breathy chuckle.]

Though, that's mostly because she views the Eleventh as harmless to us, and because the Eighth would often bring gifts for us.

Date: 8 Sep 2024 03:03 (UTC)
spectacleofphantasmagoria: (Want to come along?)
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I'm glad you decided to meet with her. She may be intimidating, but she truly does mean well. It's... not something that's easy to see, if you don't take the time to understand her.

[It sounds like a lame excuse, but it's true; Arlecchino has plenty of rumours around her, and even Lyney's heard other Fatui talk about the mad, cursed Knave before. But she never goes out of her way to correct those rumours, and Lyney and the others know better than to trust the rumours.]

Yes, Master Childe is... rather interesting. The last time he came to visit, he kept trying to get Father to spar with him, despite being injured. If it wasn't that, it was him talking about his siblings back home.

[It was actually rather cute, in a strange way. Master Childe was an odd one.]

As for La Signora... I remember her coming by the House when we were younger. She would bring us presents... but only give them to those who "liked" her. She even told us: "those who dislike me shall receive none."

Date: 8 Sep 2024 06:05 (UTC)
spectacleofphantasmagoria: (I'll be sure to let you know)
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Well, it's the truth. In fact, the other children used her visits as an opportunity to test out our acting skills to see which of us would get the best gift. [A faint chuckle escapes him.] It's something interesting, isn't it? These terrifying people that entire nations fear, yet to us, they really do sound like odd relatives of sorts.

[He lets out a sigh, resting his forehead against Heizou's again. When he speaks again, it's a bit more rueful.]

I suppose that's the reality of being in the Fatui, or at least being a member of the House of the Hearth; laughing amongst each other like comrades or like family in one moment, and dealing with nightmares in the next. And that's assuming we're even able to see each other that night...

Date: 9 Sep 2024 05:51 (UTC)
spectacleofphantasmagoria: (Father's chosen)
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[Despite the kiss to his nose, Lyney's gaze lowers as sorrow touches his voice.]

I just always pray they get home safely. The nights they don't... those are the hardest.

[There have been nights where members of the House come back fatally injured, or don't come back at all... he always prays to whichever god will listen that his siblings always come back safely.]

It's funny... though we're named after the warmth and protection of a home's hearth... I don't think any of us truly know what a real home is like. But you're right; our bonds with each other are as strong as any flesh and blood family.

[He idly runs his hand up and down Heizou's back. Whether it's to pacify Heizou, or calm himself, he's unsure.]

...I want to be able to make the House of the Hearth a real home. I know that one day... one day I'll succeed Father, and take her place as "king". When that day comes... I only hope I can make the House of the Hearth a true home.

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